Fear and Change

Howard Memorial Presbyterian Church

February 2008

II Timothy 1: 3-14

 

I.

            These past weeks of Lent we have been talking about our culture and the gospel truth – specifically, lies that culture passes as truths.  Truths by which we all from time to time live by and through.  The claim, as we have discussed, of the Christian faith is that the only truths to which we should be finally subject are the truths that are revealed to us through the life, work, and resurrection of Jesus Christ and the Word which proclaims to us those truths.  In other words, the past four weeks we have been trying to grab people’s attention by making them more aware of what is going on around them.

            And today we turn our focus towards fear and the role that it plays in the world around us.  Fear.  Simple.  Four letter word.  There are times when fear is good.  We are afraid of the consequences of say, bank robbery, so most of us don’t choose to steal.  We are told to be afraid of crossing the street when we are little when we are not holding an adult’s hand, so we learn that there is safety in numbers.  Fear can be useful.

            Problem is, fear as a tool of instruction is out of control in our culture.  Ours is a culture of fear.  “Fear this” the bumper sticker says.  Our advertisements teach us to be fearful of everything from body odor to personal image to being with the wrong stock broker to ordering from the wrong pizza place to shipping with the wrong company.  Behind the ads it says loudly – aren’t you afraid of what you are missing by going with company or brand X instead of ours?  Just like our political campaigners, those with opportunity have seized upon our cultural short-sited ness and instead of proclaiming the virtues of their own identity or product, they sell us on our fears in shortcomings of the other guy or other brand.

II.

The result is that we are afraid.  Fear of those different from us, so we self-segregate ourselves into neighborhoods and social groups where everybody’s the same.  Fear of being too large, too skinny, too dumb, too smart, too bad, or even too good.  People are afraid of everything from success, to failure, from being penniless to being rich and lonely.  Fear is all around and it becomes the basis for all our decisions – of all the cultural lies that we will talk about, the proper use and place of fear is the most pervasive.

            To make matters worse, culture has taught us that knowledge casts out fear.  And this, is a lie.  Knowledge, as I see it does very little for fear.  Kathleen Parker, a columnist for the Orlando Sentinel, recently wrote a column about her fear of flying.  There’s a web site she wrote, about fear of flying, and most of the web site is dedicated to calming the fears of those afraid with mountains of statistical data.  Facts like more people die in car crashes each month in North America alone than have died in plane crashes throughout the entire history of human aviation.  And the chances of being injured on a plane are one in 6 million – about the same as being struck by lightening.  Despite the knowledge, still she wrote, I am afraid of flying.

            Personally, I can tell you about seeing the movie Poltergeist when I was 9.  For four years I slept with one eye open, focused on my closet, because in the movie the closet was where the monster came from.  I was convinced he was coming after me.  Twenty years later, I no longer think much about ghosts or evil ghosts or evil spirits – rather I put my trust and in faith in the saving power of God almighty as given in the unmerited and gracious gift of Jesus Christ – and through him I believe and I know, in other I now possess knowledge, that I can do anything and there is nothing in the world that I fear --- except let me crawl into my bed at night and let that closet be cracked open just a bit and let that closet light be on and shining through that crack and I am paralyzed for 30 seconds or so.  Despite my knowledge, fear gets me.

III.

            The first letter of John writes that there is only one antidote for fear – perfect love.  Perfect love writes II Timothy is found in Christ Jesus, and there we can place our trust.  “For God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice,” it writes, “but of love and power and self-discipline.”  If we are going to overcome our fears, if we are going to make decisions based upon anything but fear, we are going to need a confidence rooted deeply in love whose source is stronger than any power or battery or anything we can imagine.

            And that is the truth about fear.  Another truth about fear is that fears with either consume us and rule our lives, or we will find courage and overcome our fears.   Still another truth about fear is that when people use fear as a motivation tool to influence us there are usually tipping us off to their own brokenness.  St. Frances de Salles said this most succinctly, “people who loved to be feared, fear to be loved.”

            “For God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice,” it writes, “but of love and  power and self-discipline”  -- that is the gospel truth.  The foremost scholar in the world on the pastorals – these short letter of Paul – tells us that II Timothy is primarily about, and that these verses in particular are about, having confidence.  Confidence that God’s promises are real, confidence in Christ, confidence in personal response to the callings God has given us, confidence that “God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice but of love and  power and self-discipline.”

IV.

            The way I see it, there is one basic choice each day when we arise.  We have the power to choose between living our day making our decisions based in fear, or we can live basing our decisions upon hope and faith.  If we choose, fear, then fear becomes our motivation.  For example, we might think, “Unless I do my best, I’ll never get that promotion, and if I don’t get that promotion then my time is wasted.”  Or, “I have to start exercising today because if I don’t God only knows what I am going to look like next year.”  Or even the thought, “She’s so much better that I am, I’ll never make it so why bother.”  Fear can and does motivate us.

            Or, we can take the high road, and live by faith instead.  We then say things to ourselves like, “God has made me perfectly in His love and I am beautiful and talented and therefore I will do my best, afraid not of failure, but anticipating success,” or, “I am going to start exercising today because even though I know it will be hard I believe that I can be healthier and better and God will stand by me through all those workouts,” or, “Different people have different talents and I will let mine shine because God has given me talents that the world and others need for me to share.”  Fear leads to doubt and anger.  Faith and hope are the expressways for love and joy.

            How we choose is up to us.  One of the great thinkers of this century was a man named Paul Tillich.  He wrote a book called the Courage to Be.  Tillich said that the fear of living was paralyzing.  How do we do it, he asked, get out of bed knowing this day could be the last?  Where do we find strength to live in the anxieties of our lives?  It takes courage to live he said, and he concludes his book with this sentence:  “The courage to be is rooted in the God who appears when God has disappeared in the anxiety of doubt.”  We find courage, in other words, in the unending and unchanging strength that God gives us, even when our own doubts have robbed us of our confidence.  “For God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice,” it writes, “but of love and  power and self-discipline.”

V.

            One of the great preachers of our century was Martin Luther King Jr., asked this question in his sermon Antidotes for Fear, “Does love have a relationship to our modern fear of war, economic displacement, and racial injustice?  Hate is rooted in fear, and the only cure for fear and hate is love.”  And love for him was found foremost and first-most in Christ Jesus.  Want to change the world, over come your fears, he wrote.  To overcome fear, you’ll need courage and confidence, he believed.  “For God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice,” it writes, “but of love and  power and self-discipline.”

            Lastly a story about possibility.  One Friday a number of young people where we lived went to a party and a number of them drank beer – under-aged and immature.  Then a number of them, six, got into a car together and they had an accident.  I got to talk to one of them, and he told me he chose to drink that night because he was tired of not fitting in – he wanted to feel like he belonged.  And so, at least in part afraid of not being accepted, he began to make bad choices, choices rooted in his fear about what others were thinking about him and not in hope and faith.

            I wonder what would have happened if one of those kids would have thought, “I believe in faith, that I am a child of God, worthy of life and joy, and I’m not afraid of telling everyone here that getting in that car when we have been drinking is the dumbest thing we can do.”  I wonder what would have happened if only one of them had believed the gospel truth about fear instead of the cultural lie.  I wonder what would have happened if one of them would have found the courage through faith to change the moment.  I wonder….

            “For God did not give us a Spirit of cowardice,” it writes, “but of love and  power and self-discipline.”  All three of these things were needed in that car Friday night in the place of the fear that reigned supreme.

            So let us go from here and no longer be afraid.  And may others learn from us so that the untruths about fear might be overcome by the gospel truth whose lessons are easily forgotten but desperately needed.